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Cassandra Jenkins Tickets, Tour Dates and Concerts

Cassandra Jenkins

Barboza
925 E Pike St

Oct 9, 2024

7:00 PM PDT
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Cassandra Jenkins Biography

Like the night sky itself, the world of My Light, My Destroyer is always expanding. Cassandra
Jenkins’ third full-length cracks open the promise of reaching the edge of the new, with a wider
sonic palette than ever before—encompassing guitar-driven indie rock, new age, sophistipop,
and jazz. At the center of it all is Jenkins’ curiosity towards the quarks and quasars that make up
her universe, as she blends field recordings with poetic lyricism that is at turns allusive,
humorous, devastating and confessional—an alchemical gesture that further deepens the
richness of My Light, My Destroyer’s 13 songs.
Jenkins suffuses My Light, My Destroyer with an easy confidence, which betrays the simple
truth that the road here was not without difficulty. Referring to the 2021 breakout An Overview
on Phenomenal Nature as her “intended swan song,” she explains that she was prepared to
hang it up when it came to touring and releasing her own music. “I was channeling what I knew
in that moment– feeling lost,” Jenkins recalls. “When that record came out, and people started
to respond to what I had written, my plans to quit were foiled in the most unexpected,
heartening, and generous way. Ready or not, it reinvigorated me.”
Immediately upon finishing two years of touring An Overview, Jenkins approached recording a
follow-up, only to find that capturing the creative spark while “running on fumes” was tough. “I
was coming from a place of burn out and depletion, and in the months following the session, I
struggled to accept that I didn't like the record I had just made. It felt uninspired,” she confesses,
“so I started over.” With her closest musical co-conspirators reassembled, and producer,
engineer, and mixer Andrew Lappin (L’Rain, Slauson Malone 1) behind the board, Jenkins set
the prior sessions aside and began constructing My Light, My Destroyer from its ashes: “When
we listened back in the control room that first day, I could see a space on my record shelf start
to open up, because the songs were finding their home in real time. That spark informed the
blueprint for the rest of the album, and its completion was propelled by a newfound momentum.”
Even as My Light, My Destroyer was developed over the course of a year, some of these 13
songs have been incubating in Jenkins’ notebooks for years; seeds of the cavernous New Age
pop of “Delphinium Blue,” for instance, date back to 2018. There were sonic reference points in
her mind during the album’s creation: Tom Petty’s deceptively breezy folk-rock classicism, the
work of songwriters like Annie Lennox and Neil Young, her “high school CD wallet”
(Radiohead’s the Bends, the Breeders, PJ Harvey, and Pavement), and David Bowie’s final
gesture Blackstar; along with lyrical influences from writers like Anne Carson, Maggie Nelson,
Rebecca Solnit, and the ever present work of the late David Berman.
But above all and as ever, Jenkins is drawing inspiration from the chattering electricity of the
world around her, squinting through radio static with the desire to gain a greater understanding.
“I feel most energized when I'm out in the world, in the mix of things,” she says. “Coming back
home to New York, being with my close friends and community, riding the subway, and going to
live shows made me want to channel the palpable feeling of the electricity in a room full of
people— I need to be fully immersed in my environment. New York City is endlessly stimulating,
and I'm very impressionable.” Deftly weaving field recording, found sound, and ancillary
audio (like train sounds & flight attendants) she brings attention to stranger-than-fiction
moments that bring the listener in.

Joining her in this immersion is a cast of friends pulled from across the modern indie rock
spectrum, as My Light, My Destroyer far more represents a group effort than the largely solitary
pursuits of its predecessor. Palehound’s El Kempner, Hand Habits’ Meg Duffy, Isaac Eiger
(formerly of Strange Ranger), Katie Von Schleicher, Zoë Brecher (Hushpuppy), Daniel
McDowell (Amen Dunes), producer and instrumentalist Josh Kaufman (of Jenkins’ An
Overview), producer Stephanie Marziano (Hayley Williams, Bartees Strange), and Jenkins’
friend, director/actor/journalist Hailey Benton Gates, who jokingly suggested the title for album’s
meditative coda “Hayley” when Jenkins didn’t come up with a follow-up to An Overview’s
“Hailey.”
Notions of “light” and “destruction” might seem like ideological opposites at first glance, and My
Light, My Destroyer is indeed consumed with the theme of cyclical duality; temporally, the
record begins and ends at dawn’s break, signifying both the hope of new beginnings and the
illuminating of harsh realities that the light often brings. Amidst the crunch of “Petco,” in which
Jenkins’ “landlord pink” walls seem to cave in as she looks through a window at “two doves
wrapped up in filthy and true love”—before the script flips, (literally) caught in the “sideways
gaze of a lizard” encased in the titular pet store.
“Aurora, IL” zooms farther out in terms of its mirrored perspectives. The song begins with
Jenkins looking up at the sky before trading places with “the oldest man in space up on a
pleasure trip,” referring to William Shatner, Captain Kirk himself, “crying on local news, he
couldn’t stop talking about the color blue.” Marooned in a hotel room, Jenkins explains, “I was
spinning out, and tapping into that character was my way of getting a little of what he’s having, a
small dose of the Overview Effect, in order to come back down to earth.”
Even amidst such widescreen wonder, however, there remain the earthly concerns of hardship.
The lush “Only One,” reminiscent of the city-street textures of legendary pop group the Blue
Nile, finds Jenkins face-to-face with Sisyphus himself—or, at least, a stick-figure drawing of the
eternally burdened mythical figure. “It’s about a Groundhog Day effect, finding yourself in the
same situation over and over again, not knowing how to get out of that loop—and in some
sense, an unwillingness to break a cycle because you’re blinded by your circumstances,” she
explains.
In a street encounter with Sisyphus “behind massage parlor window glass” (a wink to Jenkins’
interest examining healing modalities), she asks the mythical figure, “How long will this pain in
my chest last?” Speaking to the lyric, Jenkins explains that this is her way of “poking fun at
heartbreak, and heartbreak’s world view–an inability to see anything but itself, and a need to
wallow in the illusion of permanence.” The song never answers its own question, but Jenkins
continues, “Long after I saw that sign in the window, Sisyphus reminded me that we always
have the choice to see beauty in the world around us, even when it’s burning.”
Jenkins bent towards natural & supernatural phenomena alike appears throughout (the
Earth's atmosphere, lizards, flowers, the galaxy, lab grown strawberries, etc) only to
bring us back to the core parts of ourselves. The pivotal point on My Light, My Destroyer is
the nocturnal “Betelgeuse,” in which Jenkins, in her words, reaches the zenith of her exploration

in “trying to maintain a sense of curiosity as a way of staying connected with myself and nature.”
Soft piano and a dialogue between two sylvan-sounding horns accompany a field recording of
Cassandra and her mother, Sandra, stargazing in the illuminated night. “She is in touch with
curiosity like no one else,” Jenkins says of her mother, a life-long science teacher. “I caught her
in one of her many teaching moments, which reminded me that learning the night sky will take a
lifetime, or more—and that’s just from the vantage point of Earth.”
It is that endless gaze towards the unknown that defines My Light, My Destroyer, and it’s under
that context that Jenkins decodes opposing forces contained with the album title—emphasizing
the power of a straight-ahead gaze into futures, possibilities, and great unknowns in spite of
how they may shake our core beings. “Awe is a function of nature that keeps us from losing
connection. Staying in touch with awe, that light, is the best antidote to fear, and the powers that
try to control us with fear,” she states. “So in that sense, staying in touch with awe is to keep my
light intact, and that is my greatest tool for destroying and dismantling the parts of myself and
the world around me that have the potential to cause harm. Frankly, this is what keeps me from
quitting—it serves as a reminder to pause and appreciate my time on earth, for all its chaos and
its beauty.”
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